Well, we made it through yesterday. Yes, it was hard. But my thanks to God and his angels that helped me through it. Life will never be the same.
I am up today....dressed....with makeup. Maybe I will be recognizable today. But, I wanted to start out new today. Today is the day. My mom and dad, brother and sister and law, and in laws are going to the house (my first time) to pack John's things away. I can't just send them away....but I have to have them out of my house. Especially the bedroom. This is going to be so hard. But I didn't think I would make it through yesterday...and here I am.
I don't know yet which of the kids will be going to the house with me, I have left that up to them. We will see. Matthew...my brave young man said he would go.
Pray for us as we do this. Pray for peace, contentment, direction.
I will let you know how it goes. Thanks for all your constant prayers and support. We could not do it with them. And continue...please.