Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Wednesday Evening, March 25, 2010

I am feeling blue tonight. Just don't have much energy, much of anything to give. I think I can see how my summer is going to be. Like tonight. All the kids gone doing their own thing. Now I am not looking forward to summer.

Got my hair done today. Didn't want to make too much of a change because John loved my hair. But it turned out differently than I expected. Don't even have the energy to really care.

Thank the Servants of the Lord that were led to help Isaac get a bike. He got it Monday night, rode it a little bit. Than Tuesday night he had a game so he didn't get a chance to ride it. Though that was the first thing on his mind when he left the game. I assured him that I would not let him ride in the dark.

Then that was the first thing he did when he got home from school today. He is so happy. I was telling Jeff and Sallye tonight that he would definitely be able to keep up with David, and Kevin and those guys. He just rides so fast.

But to you that gave so he could have...thank you. Thank you for listening to God and obeying Him. You are true Saints. And I believe it has changed Isaacs heart in a way.

Boy, I am down......I don't even feel like doing this.....just pray for me. I need a bit of sunshine in my life. I guess I have some worries that I need to give to the Lord...maybe that is it.




Anonymous said...

Saundra, I still remember watching Isaac learn to ride a bike - and taking off on it very quickly. I think he was 3! haha! He always gifted at those kinds of things. :)

Sorry it's been a tough day. I pray tomorrow will be better.


Todd said...

You are strong - I know you are. Listen to "Lady Arabella" song "Hello World". Get back into the present and join "life". You can do it ... You have too much to live for to give up.

Anonymous said...

Praying tonight for you as always, may the sun shine tomorrow in your heart. Praying you have a restful nights sleep. Pat

Anonymous said...

Saun (sb)

Sending sunshine thoughts your way!

Anonymous said...

You need to concentrate on living one day at at time and not worrying about tomorrow or next week or this summer. God will take care of those. One day at a time or even one hour if that is necessary. Don't put so much pressure on yourself. Love you, praying for you.